Inconsistency

Push me,
Pull me,
drag me around.
Lead me on,
and pull me to the ground.
Every time I look at you,
my heart is filled with pain.
Every time i hear your voice
it only fans the flame.

I wish I could love you,
with the ardor that I feel,
But the pain you cause my heart,
is only far too real.

Inconsistent lover,
that's what you are to me.
You know I'm always here,
and that makes me easy.

An easy choice for you,
when you're feeling down.
But when you play these games with my heart,
it makes me want to drown.

Not drown within a bottle,
not drown within the sea,
but drown within the burning rage
that's taking over me.

Rage because you hurt me,
not meaning to confuse,
rage because you make me cry,
when all I do is love you.

I know I need to stop this game,
before it gets too late.
But when the heart begins to yearn,
it's myself I begin to hate.

The fire that's inside of me,
will never go away.
But I must say adieu, my friend,
because I cannot stay.

Goodbye, my heart's desire,
goodbye my dear old friend.
You may not have my body,
but I'll be here in the end.